imacculate

imacculate @ 2008-10-27T21:12:00

2008-10-27T20:21:13Z

just painted my nails black, and im wearing my camouflage hoodie
im gonna put on jeans and drive around in the village because tomorrow im not working its a public holiday. so tomorrow im gonna do the same
coz i suck at everything.

imacculate @ 2008-09-24T21:17:00

2008-09-24T18:17:43Z

Goodbye
The lion stares high
And all the universe cries
For your memory
I hate I
Oh, could you lead my lips to sigh

Somehow, I smothered rainbows
And all the universe crawls
Farthest ends of me
I'm in now

Homewards, he dealed with scarecrows
And all the universe knows
Wailing finally
I would roar

Oh, could you fail in me
Sin calls

Goodbye
I've wandered 'round isles
And all the universe cries
For your memory
I warned I
Oh, starry are your spheres, delight

imacculate @ 2008-09-11T23:49:00

2008-09-11T20:51:52Z

monday; went to see a friend that i haven't seen for 7 years.
tuesday; had nightmares
wednesday; someone's birthday + nightmares
thursday; went to see the friend again. hopefully no nightmares tonight

imacculate @ 2008-03-29T02:46:00

2008-03-29T00:46:49Z

my feet are so cold

tihi

2008-03-03T23:07:14Z

2 days ago i had a dream that i was on a train to russia (?!) with 2 friends of mine.
we got there and we were like walking around in moscows ghetto hehe
and it was really cold

imacculate @ 2008-02-29T20:04:00

2008-02-29T18:06:03Z

im eating tomato soup now but i really wanna throw it up
im bored with my life, i cant find a job, im broke
my friends are not where i am
all i do every day is eating and internet.

=(

imacculate @ 2008-02-06T16:04:00

2008-02-06T14:08:56Z

all ive been thinking about these days is smoking. till i pass out.
and driking. gin with sprite, and beers. i have an job interview on friday.

Lala

2008-01-30T17:54:50Z

im making ice tea...
EXCITING!

imacculate @ 2008-01-17T16:58:00

2008-01-17T15:31:35Z

hey hey

lets sing about spiders

wafles

2008-01-06T21:15:08Z

i dream of wafles
when i can eat normally i want Mom to make some swedish waffles yee-ha!
ive been in pain all day my ears hurt,i feel cold gonna go to the doctors tomorrow.
i havent spoken since the surgery it hurts to much, since thursday that is..
i havent eaten since wednesday, today i ate a mashed potato it took 40 minutes
for me to eat it so afterwards i was all sad and stuff i had to lay down a bit.
TOmorrow my friend goes back to greece, i didnt get the chance to see her
ima send her message tomorrow maybe we can meet after the doctors,

i dream of waffles aaaah! and kebab....

i have a LEFT PROJECT to do tomorrow

i must not forget it. and i dram an anchor on my right wrist is pretty neat!
want it as a tattooo.... hm....

back

2008-01-04T21:19:46Z

i came back from the hospital today. feels nice to be home.
i was talking to a friend and i made some goals:

1. travel
3. if i have the chance,do it, overthinking things leads to doubts.

i also decided that i dont have to love anyone coz im sick
im being really nasty with everything
coz i cant speak.
i got my tonsils removed yestersay.
i cant swallow i cant even drink some f water.
i tried to eat cold soup but it was like ass.
took some painkillers , antibiotics,
my sister got me a milkshake which i couldnt drink
i start crying over no fucking reason,
yea this is so nice.

goodnight.

ugh

2007-12-27T14:52:11Z

today i feel like crying, but i cant. i listen to a song and i wanna cry,
christmas was really uncool. its not cool hanging out with ur ex, and
its not cool eating french fries with tzatziki at some benches in some
small village in the middle of nowhere for christmas. i had this great
idea to leave cyprus and dont tell anyone. but i dont know where to
go. or with what money. ive been unemployed since july, i live with
my parents, my sad little life. yesterday i went my friends sisters
wedding and that made me even more depressed. And i wanna cut
my hair, and dye it, and change my name to Elvis. I dont wanna be
what i am anymore. I wanna cry but i can't. I only cry on the 8th of every
month. I get soo angry with my socks. IM waiting for Vici to finish work
maybe she can cheer me up, and i wanna fight with someone. anyone.
i wanna punch some bitches. Ah. Bye Bye

tuesday afternoon

2007-12-04T14:45:52Z

so, here i am again at work bored as hell
and as soon as i write that down the phone starts ringing....
....
..
....
.... not!

i finish in one hour and im gonna go buy some fabric paint and make a present
for viki =) its her birthday in 3 days and i wanna make her a super cool design
for a tshirt. im gonna upload some pics when its ready!

i also have to find an excuse why i cant show up at the bad-ass office at fri
coz im gonna go back to napa on thursday night. sick maybe? eh i'll see

im still waiting for my baby to come back from belgium.. (my baby is my vaio laptop
that got sick 2 months ago and got sent to belgium) the retard
guy said its gonna be here this week, i sure hope so or i'll make him cry! bad, real bad

trying to think of some design for the t-shirt. got any?

=) the end.

yello! its gray, not grey! or what is it?

2007-11-29T15:27:55Z

im waiting,,, till i can leave from this dark place, another 15 minutes
im gonna wait till jana finish work at 6 and we're gonna go home to me,
gonna try to convince her to stop for a drink or something.

today was a really nice day and id wanted not to be stuck in this bad-ass office
and enjoy the gray day, so gray unbelievable! and it was warm today not like
last days where if i had balls they would freeze.

im used to f design invoices not f filling them out! damn!!!!
mmmm...

grrrr..... anyone wanna be my friend? =)

hola senors, senoritas

2007-11-27T09:33:01Z

so this is my first entry, lets see..

my legs hurt coz of all the sleeping, i blacked out at 8 pm till 7 am
i had crampes all night, waking up coz my arms were totally numb
its kinda weird or i sleep kinda weird. i think the second one

its so hard to get up in the morning coz its cold and i still dont have any heating in my room
so i just doze of till i have exacly 10 minutes to put on clothes and run off to the busstation
im thinking to just go to sleep with the next days clothes on and so i have 10 more minutes to sleep.
yeaaah im lazy =)

2nd day at work and im abusing and molesting the internet so i thought why not make a journal?

gonna meet jana at 1pm were gonna sit in a park and eat and laugh till i have to come back
to this bad ass office. really miss spending hours and hours talking and being stupid with her.

yesterday we were walking to ledras

-damn isnt it so green?!!!!
-hey are we in the dessert? the sun is following us!
-its so f green!!!!

cao!